When it comes to living a godly, clean life, why doesn’t the Apostle point Christians to Sinai Covenant Law such as the Ten Commandments? He explains the problem with trying to live a godly life by deciding to try to keep and obey external written codes, including divine Law, in his letter to the Romans. Divine Law says for example, “You shall not covet”, but the impetus and energy towards missing the mark that is inherent in our fleshly constitution, or old humanity, seizes the opportunity presented by the commandment and produces every kind of coveting within us. Thus, ‘when the commandment came these impulses sprang to life and I died. I found that the very commandment that was intended to bring life actually brought death. Because the energy and impulse of missing the mark within me, seizing the opportunity afforded by the commandment, deceived me and through the commandment put me to death’ (Romans 7 v 9b – 11). Divine Law itself is not at fault – it is God-given and pure. Rather it is a principle, impetus, energy or ‘drive’ within us that is leading us towards missing the mark and failure, an impulse that is inherent in our fleshly constitution. That is the problem. These raw energies at work within my fleshly constitution ‘take hold of’, gain further energy from and ‘use’ such external codes and regulations, even if they are pure God-given injunctions. These energies and impulses use such regulations as a ‘springboard’ or ‘launching pad’ so as to bring their impetus to completion in the form of ungodly, undesirable speech, attitudes and behaviour. This means that we are in error if we turn to divine Law as the means to live a godly life because it is through these very codes that the self-forfeiture earned as a result of missing the mark becomes exceedingly excessive, (Romans 7 v 13).
So what does ‘walking in the breath’ moment by moment mean in practice? Does it mean, as some Christian leaders suggest, that Christians aim to surrender all their efforts to work at living a practical Christian life? Does it mean that Christians surrender all their labour in trying to understand, analyse and reason through doctrine and theology so that they can then follow their inner impulses and inclinations as an expression of the breath of God and their Christian freedom? Christians do indeed express this kind of sentiment reasonably often. Some Christians say things like, ‘I felt the Lord calling me to….’, or, ‘I felt a burden from the Lord to…’; and we hear Christian preachers say, ‘Let go of all your daily concerns and anxieties so as to allow the Spirit to fill your heart…’. By surrendering their efforts in thought, analysis and reasoning things through and ‘letting go’ of making the effort to live a godly life, they instead focus on ‘felt experience’. Christians have become missionaries, church leaders, or began their own Christian or charitable projects by using this kind of approach. I am not completely dismissing such ‘burdens’ and ‘felt experiences’, but I am saying that this is not the means that the Apostle taught with regard to Christians living a godly life day-by-day.
Just as Paul did not exhort Christians to live a godly life by quoting Covenant Law to them and insisting that they make an inner resolve to follow its various regulations, neither did he encourage Christians to ‘let go’ and unquestioningly follow every ‘burden’ or ‘impulse’ that they ‘felt’. When it comes to such seemingly godly feelings and impulses that seem to be guiding and leading our behaviour, no matter how extraordinary, unexpected, involuntary, strong or apparently transcendent they are, the questions are these: How do Christians know that this or that particular impulse or inclination is from God? How do they know that they are not just following their own deceitful fleshly impulses or sub-conscious desires? I am asking, What was Paul’s approach in detail?